Here I am, on a Sunday afternoon while Jake is at a basketball game, trying to put some thing together for two very special people in my life. This little project is some thing I thought I would have help with from my brother but I can tell that is not going to happen. If this is some thing I want to do for these two people, I am going to have to do it on my own.
I don't know why I let this get to me as much as it does. It bothers me that some people are not willing to help but when time comes down to it they are going to take all the credit. I hate when people hurt me and have absolutely no idea what they have done. And if they know...they don't care.
It actually breaks my heart. This was suppose to be some thing we did together for the most amazing people in our lives. Parents can raise you to the best of their ability. They can love you with all their heart. But no matter how many times you tell them how important they are to you and how much you love them, they will not know the full extent of how much you appreciate and love them.
I am going to do this, by myself, for them. For being such amazing people and loving me no matter what I did when I was younger.
There, it is settled. This will be the very best party! But it is still a surprise, so shhhhh :O)
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