Saturday, September 25, 2010

Boo babies

We are now on our 30th month of trying to conceive. It has been a long and stressful journey. And I'm sure before it is over it will get even worse. It seems that I get my hopes up every month even knowing that it isn't the month. I'm not sure how or what, but its just a feeling I get that its not going to happen that month.

But...It is going to happen. This past week I went to visit Dr. B at Bellingham IFV twice. Everything looks good this month. Actually, it looks GREAT. I am ovulating on BOTH sides this month. Yes, that's right. One on the left and one on the right. I'm still trying not to get my hopes up tooo much, being that the last 30 months have all ended in the same way.

As I was getting ready to leave the receptionist stopped me. She gave me a little plastic bat and ghost. She said she hopes we have a "Boo Baby" being that we would find out in October its perfect. So far my Boo babies have gone every where with me. The are going to be our good luck charms, I just know it. So here's to another month, hope it is successful!! Aren't they cute :O)

On another note, I was finally able to tell my mother about our fertility problems. It was not as hard as I thought it would be. I'm sure now that she has really know for a long time. I was afraid it would be, I don't know, almost letting her down a little. And that there would be a lot of emotions and such. But she was very understanding, as I knew she would be. And she didn't get all emotional on me, and that is good being I had just gotten a shot of hCG and would have started just bawling. I am thankful I was able to tell her, now I can talk to her when and if it doesn't work this month. I love my mommy!!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

So glad you talked to your mom about this. I knew she'd be supportive. We're seeing you next weekend right?

Jessica said...

I'm so happy to hear that you were able to talk to you mom. That must have been a hard subject to approach.

I am crossing every single finger and toe that this will be your month! You're ovulating from both sides.... maybe you'll end up with twins? ;)

Anonymous said...

And she loves you! You 2 are so loved by all of your families. If being surrounded by love will help you then it should be a good month.
Hug my son for me.
See you This weekend.

Unknown said...

So glad that you felt able to talk to your mom! And I love your boo babies. Love you!